Monday, September 22, 2008

Let's Talk About Porn!

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If I may exaggerate, gays and their affinity towards porn can be comparable to that of what flame is for moth. Because most of us are closeted, it is the only easily available source for discovering answers to our sexual confusions and quickie for satisfying that libido. Men from gay porn are given the status, not less than of heroes, studs and machos. While watching them, we worship their masculinity and chiseled bodies and we desire to have a chance with them to unleash our sexual fantasies. Michael Lucas is crowned "the Prince of gay pornography" for obvious reasons and the Bel Ami star, Lukas Ridgeston became the heartthrob of millions with his crystalline blue eyes, charming face and lots of other "qualities" that we all are very well aware of. Even guys from straight pornography managed to heat up our loins albeit their acts were with women. Guys like Peter North, for his ability to produce very large amounts of semen and John Holmes, for his controversial and humongous penis size, became legends. No doubt, Rocco Siffredi, Julian Rios and Dale DaBone are sure treat for a gay man's eyes!

During my school days, (the time when Internet wasn't this popular for porn) my friends used to bring porn snaps and books to class. Those were the days I used to stick to the principle - No porn till I reach 21 and I thought it was sin to view them before that. So I showed the least interest to check those out and I guess that provoked them. One time I was forced to look at those pics. They held me tight, directing my face towards it. But I closed my eyes and I didn't see any of those. (Yes, I used to be that innocent!)

Crazy Sam's BloginessWhen I got internet connection in 2000, the first two or three months I stayed "clean", i.e., my activities were restricted to checking emails, movie sites and occasionally visiting sites related to studies. After being on the "right track" for the initial few months of my online journey, I was thinking about peeping into that forbidden world - the one that newspapers and magazines go hyper about and accuse of being the curse of the world wide web. I was nervous, I had read about all the bad influence it could bring. I had heard my parents discussing about it before finally deciding to get the connection. I guess the anonymity gave the comfort, and it didn't cause me great concern to realize that I would be violating my self-imposed principle. But then.. which site should I visit? I didn't know any of them. Those were the pre-Google days and search engines were not as popular as today. I remembered a site that appeared in the history of the browser where I went for computer class that summer. It didn't require any effort to recollect the site's address, it was that simple. So with quivering hands, I typed.. "www.sex.com" I waited nervously for the site to load.

Crazy Sam's BloginessAnd then it came! At first, I didn't understand what was written and shown. I remember there was a photo of two naked men and a naked woman who appeared to be busy with something. Then I saw a familiar image. It was the shot of an erect penis and I wanted to see it in much more detail. So I copied that image and pasted in the Paint and told the program to enlarge it. But the percentage for enlargement I had inputted was so large that the computer's memory choked and it got stuck! I was so freaked out! I thought, "May be this is God's way of telling me not to go to these sites." I quickly pressed the restart button. I didn't dare to enter those sites again for few months after that. (Told you! I used to be that innocent!)

Crazy Sam's BloginessBut eventually, I found myself testing the waters. Adolescence was kicking in really hard. Tired of picturing those underwear models and actors naked, the urge to see nude men was so strong that I had to resort to the porn-land again. Initially I was fed with straight porn. My favourites ones were those of blowjob. Pretty soon I felt that I needed to see more of men and less of women and so I concentrated on the gay ones. The lack of getting sex education was clearly evident in me. Being the unrealistically imaginative guy that I am, I had the notion that I was undergoing some sort of mutation or DNA change, everytime I splooged. (The side effects of taking biology too seriously, I know!) This self-crafted mutation theory worried me so much that I thought I would be turning into some creature that you see in scientific horror movies, until I came across a pic where the guy had shot his load and was smiling. I was like, "Hey! He too produces that same stuff! Whippiee! This means it is really o.k, I am o.k!!" (Poor me!! I used to be that innocent!)

Now though I enjoy videos from Falcon Studios, Chi Chi LaRue, Titan Media, Colt Studios, Corbin Fisher Crazy Sam's Bloginessand Sean Cody, (whew!!) I especially like the ones that Randy Blue churns out. I feel they give gay porn a stylish quotient. Same goes for those that come out from the stables of Lucas Entertainment. The guys appear damn trendy and it is always hot to watch them strip. For my fetish for men in suits, Men At Play treats me with just what I need. If you dig reality porn, there is the infamous Guys Go Crazy parties. And if your taste is vanilla, then nothing can beat Bel Ami, but with a warning though! Real-life sex will never get that sensual and perfect!

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  • Prash September 22, 2008 at 8:50 AM
     

    Never read an article on gay porn before. Wow ! wonderfully written and very vivid too.

    You really vowed yourself not to watch porn before 21 ? But, why ? ;-0 LOL

    To be frank, Michael Lukas is somebody who irritates me. Whenever I see his face...I get irritated...he maybe prince or princess or queen !

  • pepe M. September 22, 2008 at 1:52 PM
     

    Now look who has become a monster! hahahaha! just kidding! i love watching straight porns too but only the anal stuff :)

    you are sooo virginal like a catholic choir boy in your younger days no?...what a delight if i would have been your private teacher...hehehehe

  • Crazy Sam September 23, 2008 at 7:34 AM
     

    Prash: Thank you Prash, but I wish I could write like you. I love your style, you pen so many serious stuff very eloquently.

    Yes, I vowed. But you see, I broke that when I was 16. :P

    Haha! Sometimes when I see his face at certain angles, I feel like he could very well pass as a drag. Even then, to me he is a very sexy hot dude.


    Pepe: At last we have something not common regarding our tastes. I hate anal in straight porn. :D

    Having a sexy private teacher would have been wonderful! For your kind notice, even now that post is open! Wanna apply? *wink*

  • Soul Seared Dreamer September 23, 2008 at 12:17 PM
     

    It's actually refreshing to hear someone else's growing pains. Unlike you I had no hestitance watching porn. I recall however growing up that my wank material was very restricted and therefore you were forced to find alternatives. Akshay Kumar's shower scene in Suhaag was my bane.

    I use to mail order porn before the Internet replaced the need for that.

    My studio of preference is Eurocreme. Don't really like Michael Lukas or the bulk of the Bel Ami boys. I do however like Falcon.

  • Prash September 23, 2008 at 1:54 PM
     

    Nice discussion going on here...don't I just love it ! LOL

    Thanks sam (I was about to type just "crazy"....that is funny to say "thanks crazy" hahaha).

    I like his hairy chest in some..that's about it ~ nothing else.

    I rather prefer downloading "Argentina Boys" than Lucas ! Well, everybody has their own taste, right !

  • Crazy Sam September 24, 2008 at 5:39 AM
     

    Amit: Akshay Kumar was my hot wank material too. I used to go crazy about him when he had hair.

    You mail-ordered porn? You're such a risk taker, aren't you! :P

    I checked out Eurocreme, not my type of guys. LOL! :D But if you like European guys, you must try UK Naked Men. I absolutely love those men, especially when I see that they have refrained from shaving off their chest hair.


    Prash: Haha! Prash, that's what I also want. I'm expecting my friends and readers to do their porn-confessions, I hope more will join us.

    His hairy chest is noteworthy, but I like one more thing about Michael Lucas - his English with that Russian accent. I think that's cute.

    Yes, you're right. Everyone has their own taste. That's why so many studios are coming up focusing on a particular type of men. I wonder when will one come that's Indian exclusive! :P

  • Rambunctious WhipperSnapper September 24, 2008 at 6:33 PM
     

    So professor, when is the next class?

    :P ....

    I'll only join if we have a practical exam too.

    Don't mind me. I'm just a dirty fat man.

  • Oxy September 27, 2008 at 4:42 AM
     

    Hmmmm

  • Crazy Sam September 27, 2008 at 7:30 AM
     

    Whippy: Sorry student, I think this class will never happen again. The college kicked me out for encouraging students to watch porn. Well, you can come to my home if you're that curious. I will even let you study some "advanced concepts" too!! :D

    Oxy: What dude.. feel like trying out gay porn? LOL! :P

  • Diran September 28, 2008 at 11:50 AM
     

    Prash is so funny. Sam, you didnt watch Porn till 21? ok even if at 16 you did, you never wanked?...

    So in India...Gay...Humm...isit hard?...I mean to be so culturally backward,the country not the people, sorry to say that, but it sorta true. Can you find gay people there?.....Is it not difficult?...

    Plus, how do you know if the other guy is gay or not?

    Bytheway, love the blog!

  • Crazy Sam September 30, 2008 at 8:02 AM
     

    Diran: Thanks Diran. So lets get to your questions, shall we?

    Even if at 16 you did, you never wanked?
    Yes, I did wank. But I used to get scared by the thing that comes out after each session. I didn't know it was usual and as I said, I had the weird idea that I was going through some kind of mutation each time I came.

    In India... gay... humm... is it hard?
    Indians are aware of homosexuality, but most of them don't want to accept us. Homophobia is rampant and most of Indians have got a completely wrong picture about homosexuals. We feel so insecure when we hear our friends joking about gays. They think that all gays are feminine and a gay man walks and talks like a gal, which is not true. So most of the gays prefer to stay in the closet.

    Then there is the obligation of marriage. Indian parents want their children to get married as soon as they are financially secure. This question about marriage keeps on popping up in conversations until you finally agree. In most of the cases, parents and relatives take the responsibility of finding the suitable bride. Most of Indian gay men don't feel like coming out to their parents for fear of rejection and they do not want to make their parents feel disappointed.

    Can you find gay people there?
    Since most of them are hiding in the closet (including me), you can't just find one in streets unless he is that bold. Internet is a blessing for us. We interact with other gays through internet and then meet in real. But in cities like Delhi, Bombay and Bangalore, there are gay parties. So I guess people from there do not find that difficult to meet gays.

    How do you know if the other guy is gay or not?
    Truth to be told, I really doubt whether I have a gaydar. Unless and until the other person explicitly say that he is gay, I wouldn't know. I'm that bad!

  • Phunk Factor! October 4, 2008 at 2:34 PM
     

    I maybe fairly new to Crazy Sam Blog World but I'm not fairly new to the the World Of Porn!!
    Watching porn first came to me when i got my high speed connection and a p2p software namely Ares!
    I've downloaded a great deal for reasons even I don't know; and then I've also deleted a great deal for reasons that it was too much of an eye-candy!
    Though yeah, i gotta say..UK Naked Men has been amongst my fav besides Falcon!
    Anyhow...back to Sam!! Awesome article seriously, never heard anyone talk about porn without getting kinky....ur the first!!
    Keep it up, Crazy Sam!!

  • Crazy Sam October 4, 2008 at 7:22 PM
     

    Phunk Factor!: Hey Phunky! Glad to see that you finally decided to switch off your stealth mode. Hehe! :P
    I agree, UK Naked Men has got really hot guys.
    And talking about porn without getting kinky? Only I know how difficult it was to make this post not seem too perverted. LOL!

  • Adam October 12, 2008 at 7:01 AM
     

    Great post. I had a similar evolving relationship with porn. I especially liked the bit about typing in "www.sex.com"... so funny, but so true.

    I've been fantasizing lately about being a porno director... I'm so picky about porn, I figure I might as well just direct my own!

  • Crazy Sam October 26, 2008 at 6:25 PM
     

    Adam: I'd so love to be your casting directer then! :D

    By the way, I watched your video, "Hey! Wanna' Hang Out?" It's awesome!


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